ugh

after one hell of an exam today, i'm back at it studying for tomorrow's nightmare. it's amazing how i can spend so much time studying and then studying some more, but can still manage to feel like i don't know anything when it comes around to the actual exam.  i was, for lack of a better word, disheartened in my performance today- until i learned that everyone i talked to felt the same way or worse. i'm not sure what that says about us or the test. but in any event- it's still a letdown to know that something you thought you understood was further from your grasp than you truly realized.

on a lighter note- i may attend the washington dc tea party on friday as a reward to myself for finishing exams. if you don't know what i'm talking- i suggest you look it up. i think it might be good to go out and find more people who don't fall for the government's crap- hook, line, and sinker.  

sigh. back to the books.